I can still remember the day when I got my first SLR camera. It was Christmas and I was thirteen. My dad sat down with me to explain the exposure triangle, and I was hooked. I've always been the type who gravitates towards numbers, and this was my kind of art. My first pictures were of my sister riding her new bike, and I took that camera with me everywhere, even to school sports. Unfortunately, the camera was knocked off a bleacher and broke. After that, I didn't pick up a camera for years, which, in hindsight, seems tragic. But then again, aren't most things dramatic when you're thirteen?
Photography had always been a curiosity, but it took some time for me to truly understand it. I didn’t just stumble into photography, but I also wasn’t fully immersed until much later in life. It was a long road, filled with ups and downs, frustrations, and revelations, much like any other artistic journey.
Rediscovering Photography: A Digital Revolution
After I became a mother, my journey took another turn. Like many parents, I purchased a digital SLR camera to preserve memories of my children’s milestones. In 2003, I bought a Canon Rebel, but, to my shame, I never took the time to learn the camera properly. I spent four years simply using it in automatic mode, which, at the time, was fine for capturing those everyday moments. It wasn't until I upgraded to a Canon 40D that I truly began to explore the potential of my camera. There was no real reason for the upgrade—just a random decision—but it opened the door to learning photography on a deeper level.
The next year, I enrolled in a community college class, where I relearned the basics. I also started reading anything and everything about photography on the internet. One day, I stumbled upon a photography community that offered a wealth of tutorials, and that was where my real education began.
Entering a Photography Community: A World of Learning
In June of 2009, I found an online photography group, and it was a game changer. I was captivated by the tutorials and the discussions in the critique section. I spent weeks lurking, absorbing everything I could before I worked up the courage to post my own pictures. I was both nervous and excited, but the response I received was overwhelmingly positive. The feedback was constructive, informative, and most of all, encouraging.
Over the next few months, I spent countless hours refining my skills, especially when it came to lighting. One area that I became particularly drawn to was studio lighting. The ability to control light fascinated me. I also permanently switched my camera to manual mode, which was both exhilarating and terrifying. I knew I would miss some shots, but I was determined to learn and improve.
Understanding the Basics: A Leap Toward Mastery
By July of 2010, I was starting to see real progress. I was shooting in RAW, nailing my exposure, and even experimenting with back button focusing. I was becoming familiar with metering, using focus points, and working on a calibrated monitor. I was constantly learning, either through tutorials or by engaging in discussions with other photographers.
At that point, I felt ready to take my first workshop, “Beyond the Basics.” The experience was eye-opening, and I realized I thrived in this structured environment. I loved the assignments, the feedback from instructors, and the opportunity to interact with my peers. The workshop introduced me to new techniques, like shooting in full sun, using backlighting, and creating silhouettes. These were all skills I had never tried before, but once I did, they opened new doors to my creativity.
Specializing in Newborn Photography: A New Passion
One of my favorite parts of the photography community was the newborn section. The raw, unposed beauty of newborns always pulled at my heartstrings. In the fall of 2010, I decided to focus my photography efforts on newborn portraits. This was an area that truly spoke to me, and I felt deeply connected to the idea of capturing these precious moments for families.
As I honed my skills in newborn photography, I realized I was ready to take the next step. I prepared all the necessary paperwork, created a website, and built a portfolio. However, when it came time to start my business, I realized that it wasn’t the direction I wanted to pursue after all. As a mother of four, I had a never-ending list of “must-do” tasks, and my photography had become something I didn’t want to add to that list. My creative passion was being shifted from my “get to do” list to my “must do” list, and I wasn’t ready to make that change.
A Turning Point: Finding My Voice as a Photographer
By the spring of 2011, I found myself in a creative slump. I had spent months developing a style, but it was all centered around newborns, and I felt like I was losing my identity as a photographer. It was during this time that I discovered a workshop that would change my perspective on photography entirely.
The workshop, “It’s Your Atmosphere,” was exactly what I needed. It forced me to reflect on why I took pictures in the first place. This was a question I had been asking myself for years, especially when things weren’t going well or when I faced creative blocks. The answer was simple: I love it. I love the creativity, the technical challenge, and the satisfaction that comes from looking at a finished image and thinking, “Wow, I did that.”
Through this workshop, I learned how to create sets, sequence a session, and incorporate different elements into my work. It reignited my passion for photography and gave me the clarity I needed to move forward.
The Workshop Frenzy: Pushing Boundaries and Exploring New Techniques
After completing the “It’s Your Atmosphere” workshop, I felt an immense sense of relief and excitement. My passion for photography had been rekindled, and I couldn’t wait to continue exploring new areas of photography. I soon found myself signing up for a variety of workshops, eager to expand my knowledge and refine my skills.
The first workshop I joined after “It’s Your Atmosphere” was "Elements of Design." To be honest, I was scared to death at the thought of taking a course that would challenge me to push my creative boundaries. I wasn’t sure if I was ready, but deep down, I knew that this was exactly what I needed to continue growing as a photographer. It was a turning point for me—one that shaped my perspective on composition and design.
Finding My Path: Embracing Lines and Composition
The "Elements of Design" workshop was a revelation. It taught me to look at my photographs in new ways. I started to see lines in everything—lines in architecture, lines in nature, lines in the faces of my subjects. Suddenly, everything in my environment seemed to carry meaning and purpose. The concept of lines became so ingrained in my thinking that I started to dream about them. Who knew that something as simple as a line could have such a profound impact on an image?
As I continued to study composition, I learned about the importance of balance, symmetry, and negative space. Before this workshop, I had never truly considered how these elements could elevate a photograph. It wasn’t just about the subject; it was about how everything within the frame interacted with each other. For the first time, I realized that photography wasn’t just about capturing moments—it was about telling a story through design.
The Power of Color: A New Perspective on Visual Impact
Another major takeaway from the “Elements of Design” workshop was learning about the power of color. I had always been more focused on technical aspects of photography—things like exposure, aperture, and shutter speed. But I had never truly explored how color could influence an image. Understanding how colors work together, how they complement or contrast with each other, and how they evoke emotions, was a game changer for me.
One of the most eye-opening lessons was how color could shape the mood of a photograph. A warm, golden-toned image could create feelings of comfort and nostalgia, while cooler blues and greens could evoke a sense of calm or even melancholy. I became more intentional about my use of color, knowing that it could change the entire feeling of my photos.
Moving Beyond the Basics: Tackling Advanced Techniques
With each workshop I took, I found myself growing more confident in my ability to execute advanced techniques. One of the key concepts I began to experiment with was light versus dark—what some photographers refer to as “the essential conflict.” Understanding this relationship between light and shadow helped me create more dynamic, visually compelling images. I started paying attention to how light interacted with my subjects, whether it was natural light or studio lighting.
The workshops also pushed me to experiment with backlighting, silhouettes, and creating high-contrast images. I learned how to use harsh sunlight to my advantage, turning what I once thought of as an obstacle into a creative tool. The challenge of creating an image with contrasting light and shadow became one of the most exciting aspects of my photography. It was about finding the perfect balance—capturing enough detail in the highlights without losing the richness of the shadows.
Finding Inspiration: Peer Connections and Creative Community
What truly set these workshops apart, however, was the community. The opportunity to interact with other photographers—sharing our work, receiving feedback, and offering constructive criticism—was invaluable. I found a support system that I never knew existed. The camaraderie among photographers, both seasoned professionals and passionate hobbyists, was truly inspiring.
As I developed my own style, I leaned heavily on the feedback I received from my peers and mentors. Constructive criticism was crucial in helping me refine my technique and discover areas for improvement. It wasn’t always easy to hear, but it was always helpful. I learned to embrace feedback, no matter how difficult, because it helped me see my work from new perspectives.
I also formed lasting relationships with several photographers in the community. These connections not only enriched my learning experience but also gave me a sense of belonging. I no longer felt like I was navigating this journey alone. I had a network of like-minded individuals who understood the challenges of photography and who were there to celebrate my victories and support me through setbacks.
A Deeper Understanding of Creativity: The Role of Workshops
One of the most transformative experiences I had during this phase of my journey was realizing how workshops can shape your creative process. Workshops offer more than just technical knowledge; they provide a framework for discovering your own artistic voice. Through structured lessons, assignments, and assignments, I learned to trust my instincts as a photographer.
One of the most important things I learned was how to approach each shoot with intention. Photography is not just about capturing what’s in front of you—it’s about creating meaning through the lens. By asking myself questions like, “What story am I trying to tell?” and “What do I want the viewer to feel when they look at this image?” I started to approach each session with a clear purpose. This shift in mindset made all the difference in the world.
Refined Techniques: Mastering Composition and Creativity
After completing multiple workshops, I was finally able to see a shift in my work. It became more intentional, more thoughtful, and more meaningful. One of the workshops that had the greatest impact on me was “Composition and Creativity.” In this course, I learned about the importance of compositional guides, such as the rule of thirds, leading lines, and framing. These guides helped me frame my shots with purpose, making my images feel more dynamic and engaging.
But the most profound lesson from this workshop was the idea of working within constraints. I had always believed that creativity was about having the freedom to do whatever I wanted. However, I soon realized that constraints—whether they were related to composition, lighting, or subject matter—actually helped me push my creative boundaries. Working within limitations forced me to think outside the box, to experiment, and to try new things. I began to embrace challenges as opportunities for growth.
The Evolution of My Style: Finding Balance Between Art and Technique
By the time I completed “Composition and Creativity,” I had a much deeper understanding of what it meant to be a photographer. My work had evolved, not just technically, but artistically. I had found my voice and my style, and it felt like everything was coming together. The combination of technical knowledge and creative expression gave my photography a sense of balance.
I became more aware of the way I was using light, space, color, and composition in each image. I no longer approached photography as a technical task but as an art form that required a thoughtful and intentional approach. Every photograph I took became an opportunity to express something deeper—whether it was a feeling, a story, or a concept.
A New Identity: The Photographer I Was Becoming
By this point, I had been a member of the online photography community for over two years, and my growth was undeniable. While I had started this journey with the goal of capturing memories for my children, photography had become so much more than that. It was no longer just a hobby—it was an essential part of who I was. Photography had shaped the way I saw the world, and I was constantly learning, evolving, and striving to be better.
My decision to remain a hobbyist was a conscious one. I didn’t need to turn photography into a business to validate my passion. I had learned that it was enough to pursue photography for the joy it brought me. That didn’t mean I didn’t take my work seriously—on the contrary, I approached each shoot with the same dedication as any professional photographer. But I was comfortable with my choice, knowing that I could pursue this art on my own terms.
Recognition and Growth: Becoming a CMPro
In June of 2013, I received a significant recognition that solidified my place in the photography community: I was awarded the CMPro badge. This badge represented the culmination of years of hard work, learning, and growth. It was an acknowledgment that my work had reached a level of professionalism and artistry that was respected by my peers.
Along with the CMPro badge, I also received the lifetime membership badge. To me, this symbolized something deeper than just a title—it was a commitment to always being a part of this amazing community, to always learning, growing, and sharing. I had found my place in the photography world, and I was proud of the journey that had brought me here.
The Role of Community in Shaping My Photography Journey
The more I immersed myself in photography, the more I realized that it wasn’t just about the technical aspects or the artistic vision. What truly helped me grow as a photographer was the sense of community that surrounded me. I had found my tribe—a group of like-minded individuals who shared my passion, supported my ambitions, and challenged me to become better. These were the people I could turn to for advice, feedback, and encouragement when things got tough.
Photography, at its core, is about connection. It’s about telling stories, evoking emotions, and capturing fleeting moments. And just as a photographer connects with their subjects, I found that the best way to grow as an artist was by connecting with others who shared the same journey. This network of peers, mentors, and fellow photographers became an invaluable source of support, guidance, and inspiration.
Photography as an Ongoing Learning Experience
One of the things I’ve come to appreciate most about photography is that it’s a lifelong learning process. There is always something new to discover, whether it’s a technical skill, a creative technique, or a fresh perspective on a subject. This continuous learning keeps me engaged and motivated, even on days when I feel less inspired.
I remember the first time I shot in manual mode, how overwhelmed I felt by all the settings, and how much I struggled to get the exposure just right. Now, it feels second nature to me. But I’m constantly reminded that growth is an ongoing journey. There are always new techniques to master, new concepts to explore, and new challenges to tackle. Whether it’s learning how to shoot in difficult lighting conditions or experimenting with new post-processing techniques, photography offers endless opportunities for growth.
It’s easy to get frustrated when you hit a creative block or feel like you’re not improving fast enough, but the key is to keep going. I’ve learned that patience is essential in this process. It’s not about rushing to achieve perfection but about allowing yourself the time and space to evolve. Every mistake, every missed shot, is part of the learning curve. Over time, these experiences build up, and you begin to see the results in your work.
Reflections on the Importance of Patience in Photography
Patience is something that has taken me years to fully understand. When I first started, I was impatient—impatient with myself, with the learning process, and with the results. I wanted instant mastery, but I soon realized that true growth takes time. It’s easy to get frustrated when things don’t go as planned, when the lighting isn’t perfect, or when a shot doesn’t turn out the way you envisioned. But photography has taught me to slow down and appreciate the process.
I’ve learned that some of my best work comes when I take the time to carefully compose an image, to wait for the right moment, and to trust my instincts. Sometimes, that means waiting for the perfect light, other times it means sitting with a subject and allowing them to relax in front of the camera. I’ve also realized that the creative process can’t be rushed. The more I allow myself to savor the moment and trust my process, the more authentic and meaningful my work becomes.
The Impact of Critique and Feedback
One of the most transformative experiences of my photography journey has been learning how to accept and integrate critique. Early on, I was terrified of sharing my work with others, fearing judgment or rejection. But I quickly realized that feedback—especially constructive criticism—was crucial to my growth. Without it, I wouldn’t have been able to identify the areas where I needed to improve.
The photography community I became a part of was incredibly supportive, and the feedback I received was invaluable. Whether it was a comment on how I could improve my composition, or a suggestion on how to better use light, every piece of feedback helped me refine my craft. It was never easy to hear that my work wasn’t perfect, but I learned to embrace it as part of the process.
Through these critiques, I also learned how to give constructive feedback to others. I realized that the way I framed my criticism could make all the difference in how it was received. I had to strike a balance between being honest and being supportive. This skill has not only helped me grow as a photographer but also as a mentor, as I’ve had the privilege of guiding others on their own photography journeys.
Photography as Self-Expression: Finding My Artistic Voice
One of the most profound realizations I had throughout my photography journey was the understanding that photography is an incredibly personal form of self-expression. At first, I was focused on perfecting my technical skills, trying to master the settings and get everything just right. But over time, I came to appreciate that true artistry comes from within.
I began to ask myself questions like, “What do I want to say with my photographs?” and “How can I capture my unique perspective on the world?” It became clear that my style as a photographer was a reflection of who I was, my experiences, and my emotions. Photography wasn’t just about replicating what I saw; it was about translating my personal perspective into a visual language.
As I continued to experiment and refine my style, I learned to embrace the imperfections in my work. I started to see beauty in the rawness and authenticity of my images, even when they didn’t follow the “rules” of photography. I realized that some of my most compelling photos were the ones where I let go of perfection and allowed my creativity to flow freely.
The Emotional Connection: Photography as a Tool for Storytelling
Throughout my journey, I’ve come to see photography as much more than just a technical skill or an artistic pursuit. It’s a powerful tool for storytelling. Every photograph I take has a story behind it—the story of the subject, the story of the moment, and the story of my emotional connection to it.
As a photographer, I’ve learned that the best images are those that evoke emotions. Whether it’s a portrait that captures the essence of a person’s character or a landscape that transports you to another time and place, the power of a photograph lies in its ability to tell a story. My work has become less about documenting reality and more about capturing the feeling of a moment, the essence of a subject, or the emotions that a scene evokes.
Photography has taught me to be more present in the world around me. I no longer simply walk through life observing it from a distance. I’ve learned to slow down, take in the details, and truly connect with the people, places, and moments I’m photographing. This emotional connection has become an essential part of my creative process, and it’s what I strive to capture in every image.
The Shift from Hobbyist to Mentor: Giving Back to the Community
As I continued to grow and refine my skills, I began to shift from being just a student of photography to becoming a mentor. I realized that everything I had learned, everything that had helped me along the way, could be shared with others. I wanted to give back to the community that had supported me throughout my journey.
Mentoring others has been one of the most fulfilling aspects of my photography career. I’ve had the privilege of helping newer photographers develop their skills, find their own style, and overcome the challenges they face. Watching someone else grow and succeed is incredibly rewarding, and it reminds me of my own journey—of how far I’ve come and how much I’ve learned.
Becoming a mentor has also helped me continue to grow as a photographer. It’s forced me to reflect on my own process and to think about the lessons I’ve learned along the way. Teaching others has helped me refine my understanding of photography, and it’s given me new perspectives on my own work. It’s a cycle of growth that keeps me engaged and inspired.
The Future of My Photography Journey: Embracing New Challenges
Looking ahead, I’m excited about the endless possibilities that photography offers. My journey has been filled with challenges, successes, and growth, but I know that I’m only just scratching the surface. There are still so many areas of photography that I want to explore, techniques I want to master, and projects I want to pursue.
One of the areas I’m particularly interested in is exploring more unconventional photography methods, such as alternative processes and experimental techniques. I’m also eager to delve deeper into storytelling through photography, pushing the boundaries of how I capture and convey emotion in my images. As technology continues to evolve, I’m excited to explore how new tools and techniques can enhance my creative process.
Ultimately, I know that my photography journey will continue to evolve. It’s not a destination but a lifelong exploration of creativity, self-expression, and connection. As I continue to grow, I’m committed to staying true to my passion, embracing new challenges, and sharing my knowledge and experiences with others.
Embracing the Artistic Journey: Constant Evolution in Photography
Photography, at its core, is an art form—a language of light, emotion, and storytelling. As I’ve navigated this path, I’ve realized that one of the most crucial aspects of being a photographer is accepting the constant evolution of your craft. It’s easy to get comfortable with your skills, to rely on the techniques that have served you well in the past, but true artistry comes when you embrace change, experimentation, and new challenges.
The journey is not about arriving at a final destination; it’s about exploring new possibilities, pushing boundaries, and continually evolving as both an artist and a person. Throughout my years as a photographer, I’ve learned to let go of the notion that there’s a perfect way to do things. Photography is about expression, and as with any form of art, the process is fluid, ever-changing, and deeply personal.
The Importance of Experimentation and Risk-Taking
One of the key factors in my growth as a photographer has been my willingness to experiment. Early on, I focused heavily on mastering the technical aspects of photography—exposure, aperture, shutter speed, and composition. These skills are essential, but over time, I learned that technical proficiency alone doesn’t make a photograph compelling. It’s the creativity, the risk-taking, and the ability to think outside the box that separates good photographers from great ones.
I began to push myself to experiment with new genres of photography, unfamiliar lighting setups, and unconventional compositions. I moved beyond my comfort zone and embraced challenges that at first seemed intimidating. Whether it was shooting in extreme low light, working with reflective surfaces, or experimenting with long exposures, each new challenge forced me to grow and discover new techniques that I hadn’t considered before.
Risk-taking doesn’t always result in a successful image, but it often leads to growth and discovery. Some of my most memorable photos have come from moments when I decided to step out of my comfort zone and try something new. Even if the results weren’t always perfect, I learned valuable lessons along the way, and that’s what kept me coming back for more.
The Role of Light in Photography: Mastering the Element That Defines Your Work
As I advanced in my photography, one element became more and more apparent: light is everything. Light is what defines the mood of an image, brings out the textures, and shapes the composition. Over time, I developed a deep understanding and appreciation for light, knowing that it’s not just about capturing it but about manipulating it to tell a story.
In the early days of my journey, I didn’t fully understand how to work with different types of light. I would often rely on natural light, simply because it was easy. But as my skills grew, I started experimenting with artificial light sources, modifiers, and even creating my own setups in the studio. I learned how to use light to highlight the subject, create shadows, and add depth to my images.
I also began to experiment with how light changes throughout the day. The golden hour, with its warm and soft light, became one of my favorite times to shoot. However, I also learned to appreciate the harsh midday light and how it could create dramatic shadows and contrast. Light is not something to be feared—it’s something to be embraced and mastered.
Finding My Unique Perspective: The Influence of Personal Experiences
As I reflected on my journey, I realized that my photography was deeply influenced by my own experiences, emotions, and worldview. Every photograph I take tells a part of my story—whether it’s a portrait that captures the essence of a person’s character or a landscape that reflects my feelings at the moment. My personal experiences have shaped the way I see the world, and that perspective is what I bring to my work.
There are certain themes that have consistently emerged in my photography: family, connection, and the beauty of everyday moments. As a mother, I find joy in capturing fleeting moments of my children’s lives, their innocence, and the love that binds us together. But I also find beauty in the ordinary—in the way light falls on a street corner, the way people move through the world, or the quiet serenity of a landscape. Photography has taught me to appreciate the small, often overlooked moments that make life meaningful.
I’ve also found that my personal experiences often lead me to focus on certain subjects or styles of photography. For instance, my love for storytelling has driven me to experiment with narrative photography, where each image tells part of a larger story. Whether it’s a single portrait or a series of images, I’ve learned to approach my work with a mindset of creating a visual narrative. It’s about more than just capturing a moment—it’s about evoking an emotion, creating a connection, and telling a story that resonates with others.
The Relationship Between Photographer and Subject: Trust, Connection, and Authenticity
One of the most important aspects of photography, particularly portrait photography, is the relationship between the photographer and the subject. In my early work, I focused heavily on the technical aspects of photography—composition, lighting, and exposure. But as I developed as an artist, I realized that what truly makes a photograph powerful is the connection between the photographer and the subject.
Building trust with my subjects became essential to capturing authentic moments. Whether I was photographing a family, a couple, or a newborn, I learned that the best images happen when the subject feels comfortable and open in front of the camera. The key to this is building rapport, engaging with the subject, and creating an environment where they feel at ease.
Authenticity is something I strive for in every photograph I take. I want my images to reflect the true essence of the person or scene I’m capturing. This often means stepping back from the posed and perfect shots and allowing for the raw, unscripted moments to unfold. I’ve learned to embrace the imperfections, knowing that they often make for the most powerful images. It’s in the moments of genuine connection, when a person lets their guard down, that the magic happens.
The Evolution of My Editing Style: Less Is More
Another significant aspect of my journey has been my approach to post-processing. Early on, I was fascinated with the endless possibilities that editing software offered. I spent hours adjusting colors, playing with filters, and adding various effects to my images. But as I gained more experience, I began to realize that less is often more when it comes to editing.
While post-processing can enhance an image, I learned to embrace the raw, natural beauty of my photographs. I began to favor subtle adjustments—fine-tuning exposure, tweaking contrast, and enhancing colors without overdoing it. I wanted my photos to reflect what I had seen with my own eyes, not a heavily edited version of reality.
This shift in my editing style was also a reflection of my growth as a photographer. I had come to appreciate the artistry in simplicity—the beauty of a well-composed image with minimal intervention. Now, I focus on capturing the image as perfectly as possible in-camera, with editing serving as a tool to refine the image rather than drastically alter it.
Giving Back: Teaching and Mentorship in Photography
As my journey continued, I found that one of the most fulfilling aspects of photography was the opportunity to teach and mentor others. As I had received guidance and support from various mentors and peers, I felt a strong desire to give back to the community that had helped me grow. I began to share my knowledge and experiences with other aspiring photographers, offering feedback, advice, and encouragement.
Teaching photography has allowed me to refine my own skills and expand my understanding of the art. When you teach others, you’re forced to articulate your own process and break down complex concepts into manageable lessons. This has been an invaluable exercise in self-reflection, helping me clarify my own approach and strengthen my craft.
Mentorship also provides an opportunity to inspire others and help them avoid the mistakes I made early on in my journey. I’ve worked with individuals who are just starting out, guiding them through the basics of composition, lighting, and exposure. But I’ve also had the privilege of mentoring more experienced photographers, offering advice on refining their style and pursuing their artistic vision.
Photography and Life: Finding Balance Between Passion and Family
As my photography journey continued to evolve, I began to face the challenge of balancing my passion for photography with my responsibilities as a mother and a wife. Photography had become an integral part of my life, but it was essential to maintain balance between my creative pursuits and my family life.
One of the biggest challenges I faced was finding time to devote to photography while also being present for my children and fulfilling my family obligations. I had to learn how to set boundaries, prioritize, and make time for both my creative passion and my family. I also had to learn to let go of perfection and accept that there would be times when I couldn’t devote as much time to photography as I wanted to.
Over time, I found a rhythm that worked for me. I learned to carve out time for photography while also being fully present with my family. My passion for photography became something that I could share with my loved ones, whether it was through family photoshoots or simply sharing the beauty I saw in the world with them. Photography became a way for me to capture and celebrate the moments that mattered most to me.
Reflecting on My Evolution as a Photographer
As I look back on my photography journey, I’m in awe of how far I’ve come and the countless ways my work has evolved. It’s a testament to the power of persistence, creativity, and the willingness to continually challenge myself. The early days, when I was unsure of my skills and overwhelmed by technical jargon, seem so distant now. But those moments were essential stepping stones that paved the way for everything I’ve accomplished today.
The most significant realization I’ve had is that photography isn’t just a hobby or a career—it’s a lifelong exploration of creativity, technique, and expression. What began as a simple interest in capturing memories has transformed into a profound part of my identity. Photography is now a way of understanding the world and expressing my emotions through a lens. I’ve learned that this journey will never truly end, and that’s what excites me most.
The Importance of Self-Awareness in Photography
One of the most important lessons I’ve learned throughout my journey is the power of self-awareness. When I first started, I was so focused on technical mastery that I often overlooked my personal style and the emotions I wanted to convey through my work. It wasn’t until I began to take a step back and reflect on what made my photography unique that I truly started to see growth.
Self-awareness in photography isn’t just about knowing your strengths and weaknesses—it’s about understanding your emotional connection to the images you create. Every photograph I take is a reflection of my feelings, my perspective, and my story. Once I embraced this, I realized that photography is more than just a technical endeavor; it’s a form of self-expression. My images tell the stories that words can’t capture, and they convey emotions that go beyond what the eye can see.
For instance, when I photograph a family, I don’t just focus on the technical aspects of lighting and composition. I think about the love between them, the bond they share, and how I can convey that connection in my images. The same goes for my landscape photography, where I try to capture not just the beauty of the scene but also the emotions it evokes in me.
Reaching a Deeper Understanding of Composition
One of the most crucial skills I’ve developed in my photography journey is understanding composition. In the early stages, I was preoccupied with the technical aspects, and composition often took a backseat. However, as I advanced, I realized that good composition is what truly elevates a photograph from being just technically correct to being an impactful piece of art.
Learning about composition wasn’t just about following the “rules” (like the rule of thirds or leading lines), but about understanding why these principles work. Once I grasped the idea that composition is a tool to guide the viewer’s eye and evoke certain emotions, I started to experiment more with different compositional techniques. I learned that sometimes breaking the “rules” can yield striking results, and other times, following them to the letter can create an image that resonates deeply with the viewer.
As my journey progressed, I became more intentional about how I framed my shots. I started to ask myself questions like, “What do I want the viewer to focus on?” and “How can I use the elements in the scene to create balance and harmony?” It was a constant process of trial and error, but with every experiment, I honed my ability to compose images that were both visually engaging and emotionally powerful.
Finding the Balance Between Technical Skill and Artistic Expression
As my photography evolved, I began to realize that technical proficiency and artistic expression must work together to create truly compelling images. In the early stages, I was primarily focused on mastering the technical aspects—exposure, aperture, and shutter speed—and I often neglected the creative side of photography. I would focus so much on getting the technical “correct” shot that I forgot to infuse my personality and emotions into it.
Over time, I learned that technical skill is only one part of the equation. A photograph may be perfectly exposed, sharp, and well-composed, but if it lacks emotion or creative vision, it can fall flat. The key is to find a balance between technical precision and artistic expression. While technical proficiency gives you the tools to capture your vision, it’s creativity and personal expression that make your images truly unique.
One of the biggest breakthroughs for me came when I started to embrace imperfections in my work. Early on, I was obsessed with getting everything “perfect,” but as I grew as a photographer, I realized that some of my most powerful images were the ones that weren’t technically perfect. The grainy texture of a black-and-white photo or the soft blur of a bokeh effect can evoke feelings of nostalgia, warmth, and intimacy. These imperfections are what give my work character and soul.
The Power of Storytelling in Photography
Another profound realization in my journey was the power of storytelling. As a photographer, I’m not just capturing an image—I’m capturing a story. Whether I’m photographing a family, a wedding, or a landscape, each photograph tells a part of a larger narrative. I began to understand that the most powerful images are those that not only capture a moment but also convey a sense of time, emotion, and meaning.
In portrait photography, this means looking beyond the surface and focusing on the essence of the subject. It’s about capturing the moments between the smiles—the quiet expressions, the subtle gestures, and the raw emotions that tell a deeper story. With each portrait, I aim to uncover something about the subject’s character that isn’t immediately obvious. It’s this storytelling aspect that makes portrait photography so powerful and meaningful.
Landscape photography, too, is about storytelling. Every scene I capture tells a story about the environment, the time of day, the weather, and the emotions I feel when I’m in that moment. A sunrise over a misty forest speaks of new beginnings, peace, and tranquility, while a stormy sea under a dark sky evokes feelings of power, mystery, and awe. Through my lens, I try to convey the story behind the landscape—the mood of the scene, the beauty of the light, and the connection between the earth and the sky.
The Role of Technology in Photography: Embracing Change
As photography continues to evolve, so does the technology that supports it. In the early days, I relied heavily on film cameras, and when I transitioned to digital, I had to adapt to the rapid pace of change. With each new camera, lens, and editing software, I found myself learning something new. While technology can be overwhelming at times, I’ve learned to embrace it as a tool that enhances my creative vision.
Over the years, I’ve experimented with different cameras, lenses, and editing software, and each new tool has offered new possibilities for my work. For instance, I’ve discovered the power of mirrorless cameras, which offer faster autofocus and better performance in low light. I’ve also learned to use editing software not just to correct mistakes but to enhance my images in ways that were impossible with traditional darkroom techniques.
However, I’ve also learned that technology should never overshadow the art of photography. It’s easy to get caught up in the latest gear and software updates, but at the end of the day, photography is about the vision and creativity behind the lens. The tools are just that—tools. It’s the photographer’s eye, heart, and mind that make the image truly meaningful.
Mentorship and Teaching: Sharing the Knowledge
As my skills continued to grow, I realized that one of the most fulfilling aspects of photography is being able to teach and mentor others. I had received so much support and guidance throughout my journey, and I wanted to pass that knowledge on to others. Becoming a mentor has been one of the most rewarding experiences of my career, and it has helped me reflect on my own process and growth.
Teaching others has given me a deeper understanding of photography. When I explain a concept to someone else, I’m forced to break it down and think critically about my own techniques. It’s been a humbling experience, as I’ve realized that there’s always something more to learn. Every student brings a unique perspective, and their questions and challenges help me look at photography from new angles.
Mentorship isn’t just about giving advice; it’s about fostering a sense of community and collaboration. Through teaching, I’ve built relationships with other photographers and developed a network of like-minded individuals who support and inspire each other. I’ve seen firsthand how powerful it can be to share knowledge and help others discover their passion for photography.
Photography as a Lifelong Passion
As I reflect on my journey, I’m filled with gratitude for the experiences, lessons, and memories that photography has brought me. What started as a simple interest has blossomed into a lifelong passion—one that continues to inspire, challenge, and fulfill me. Photography is more than just a hobby or a career; it’s a way of life. It’s a way to see the world, tell stories, and connect with others.
I’ve come to accept that photography will always be an evolving process. There will always be new techniques to learn, new challenges to face, and new perspectives to explore. But that’s what makes photography so exciting. It’s a never-ending journey of self-expression and discovery. And as long as I continue to grow and learn, I know that my passion for photography will remain a constant source of inspiration and joy.
The Role of Personal Growth in Photography
Photography, for me, has always been more than just a creative outlet—it’s been a journey of personal growth. When I first picked up my camera, I wasn’t just learning to capture images; I was learning more about myself. The way I see the world, the way I relate to others, and the way I express my emotions have all been shaped by my experiences as a photographer.
The most profound lesson I’ve learned is that photography is a reflection of who you are as a person. It’s about understanding your perspective, your passions, and your vision. When I first started, I was focused solely on technical mastery—learning how to operate my camera, understanding exposure, mastering lighting. These were all necessary skills, but as time went on, I realized that my personal growth as a photographer was just as important as my technical proficiency.
The more I explored photography, the more I found that my images were an extension of my emotions and worldview. I began to understand that the way I photograph something—the angle, the light, the composition—was deeply connected to my inner self. Photography has been a tool for self-discovery, allowing me to express emotions and stories that words cannot capture.
The Emotional Connection Between Photographer and Subject
One of the aspects of photography that I’ve come to value the most is the emotional connection between the photographer and the subject. Whether I’m photographing a person, a landscape, or an event, the connection I share with what I’m capturing influences the final image. When I began to appreciate this dynamic, my photography started to take on a new depth.
Early in my career, I was focused on technical aspects, ensuring my photos were sharp, well-lit, and perfectly composed. While these elements are important, I realized that the most powerful images often come from a deeper connection with the subject. Whether it’s a family portrait, a candid moment between friends, or a quiet landscape, the essence of the image is shaped by the emotional bond I have with it.
When photographing people, I strive to build trust and create a relaxed environment. I’ve learned that when people feel comfortable and seen, their true selves shine through. It’s not just about getting a technically perfect shot; it’s about capturing the emotions, personalities, and stories behind the faces. I’ve found that my most meaningful portraits are the ones where I’ve connected with my subjects on a deeper level, allowing them to be vulnerable and authentic in front of the camera.
The Influence of Life Experiences on My Photography
Photography, for me, is closely tied to the way I experience life. My personal experiences—both the joyous and the difficult—have shaped the way I view the world through the lens. Life’s challenges and triumphs have become the threads that weave through my work. As I continue to evolve as a person, so does my approach to photography.
There was a time in my journey when I was focused on technical perfection and adhering to established rules. However, I’ve come to realize that the moments I cherish most in photography are often those that don’t follow the rules. Life, after all, is unpredictable, and it’s the imperfections that make it beautiful. The rawness of emotion, the fleeting moments, the imperfections—they all play a role in creating photographs that feel real and connected.
My experiences as a mother have also deeply influenced my approach to photography. I’ve come to appreciate the small, everyday moments that I once overlooked—the quiet glance, the spontaneous laughter, the way light filters through a window in the early morning. Photography has taught me to slow down and appreciate these seemingly ordinary moments because they are often the most profound.
Photography as a Tool for Healing and Emotional Expression
Another significant aspect of my journey has been the role photography has played in healing and emotional expression. Photography has served as a form of therapy for me—whether it’s through capturing the beauty in the world around me or documenting personal experiences. The act of focusing on a subject, of framing it through the lens, has a meditative quality that allows me to process emotions and gain perspective on difficult situations.
During challenging times, photography has allowed me to express feelings that I might not have been able to articulate with words. There have been moments when I’ve used my camera to document personal struggles, transforming pain into art. Whether it was capturing quiet moments of solitude or using symbolism in my compositions, photography became a safe space for me to explore my emotions and make sense of them.
I also began to realize that photography has the power to heal not just myself but others as well. Photographs have an innate ability to evoke emotions, and they can help people connect with their own experiences. I’ve seen how a photograph can bring back memories, evoke nostalgia, or offer comfort. Photography has the unique ability to connect us across time and space, and I’ve come to appreciate its power as a tool for emotional expression and healing.
The Impact of Community and Mentorship on My Growth
Throughout my photography journey, I’ve been fortunate to have the support of a community of like-minded individuals who have helped me grow. Whether through formal mentorship or casual connections with fellow photographers, being part of a creative community has been invaluable. The exchange of ideas, feedback, and encouragement has played a pivotal role in my development as an artist.
When I first started, I was hesitant to share my work with others for fear of judgment. However, as I connected with other photographers, I realized that feedback and critique were essential for growth. I began to see critique not as criticism but as an opportunity to learn and improve. The advice I received helped me refine my technical skills, but more importantly, it challenged me to think critically about my artistic vision and approach.
Mentorship, both as a mentee and as a mentor, has been a key component of my growth. I’ve had the privilege of learning from seasoned photographers who have shared their wisdom and experiences with me. Their guidance has helped me avoid common pitfalls and stay focused on what truly matters in photography: the story, the connection, and the emotion behind the image.
I’ve also had the opportunity to mentor other photographers, which has been an incredibly rewarding experience. Teaching others forces me to reflect on my own journey, and it reminds me of the importance of staying curious, humble, and open to new ideas. Being able to guide others and see them grow has been one of the most fulfilling aspects of my photography career.
The Intersection of Photography and Technology
As photography continues to evolve, so too does the technology that supports it. One of the most exciting aspects of photography is the constant advancement of tools and techniques. The digital revolution, the rise of mirrorless cameras, and the continuous development of editing software have opened up a world of possibilities for photographers.
I’ve always been someone who embraces technology, and over the years, I’ve experimented with various tools that enhance my creative process. I remember when I first started using digital editing software—it felt like an entirely new world opened up. The ability to manipulate images, adjust colors, and apply creative effects gave me greater control over the final result. However, I also learned that editing should be used to enhance, not overshadow, the essence of the photograph. The best images are often those that remain true to the original vision, with subtle enhancements to bring out their full potential.
In recent years, the advent of mirrorless cameras has been a game-changer for me. These lightweight, high-performance cameras have allowed me to shoot more efficiently and creatively. I’ve also embraced new technologies like drone photography and time-lapse photography, which have opened up new perspectives and techniques for capturing the world.
While technology is an invaluable tool for photographers, I’ve also learned to balance it with my creative instincts. It’s easy to get caught up in the allure of the latest gadget or software, but at the end of the day, photography is about the vision behind the camera. Technology should serve the art, not the other way around.
The Future of My Photography Journey
As I look to the future, I’m filled with excitement and anticipation for what lies ahead in my photography journey. While I’ve come a long way from my early days of experimentation and self-doubt, I know there is still so much to learn and explore. The world of photography is constantly evolving, and I’m eager to keep pushing the boundaries of my creativity.
I’ve always believed that the best photographers are those who remain curious and open-minded. There’s always something new to learn, whether it’s a new technique, a new style, or a new perspective. I’m excited to continue experimenting with different genres of photography, exploring new creative directions, and expanding my skillset.
I also look forward to sharing my knowledge and experiences with others, helping the next generation of photographers discover their voice and passion for the art. Photography has been a constant source of inspiration and joy in my life, and I’m committed to continuing this journey for years to come.
Conclusion:
Photography is not just a career or a hobby for me—it’s a way of life. It’s a constant source of inspiration, learning, and growth. The journey has been filled with challenges, triumphs, and personal revelations, and I know that the best is yet to come. As I continue to develop as a photographer and a person, I remain committed to embracing new challenges, exploring new creative avenues, and capturing the beauty and emotion of the world around me.
Through photography, I’ve learned that the most powerful images come from the heart. It’s not just about technique or equipment—it’s about the story you’re telling and the emotions you’re conveying. As I move forward, I look forward to continuing this journey of self-expression, connection, and creativity. Photography is my passion, and it will continue to be a lifelong adventure.
